just using my time here when i feel like jerking and let pressure out. i have to admit that it happen too often! get too little that real thing! sometimes , those ladyboy videos are the best to get me cum? (maybe i´m a little curious?) i don´t known? i love pantyhoses and rough fuck, if women like it! that´s a new thing that i find, just a couple years ago. it´s not my natural thing to be mean and (almost hurt) woman when i make love, but if she like´s it and demands? i sure obey her :) and i love it too. (roleplay) that´s ok. it take a little while to except it myself, that i really really liked it! (don´t mean i would do that to anyone out there) !! i wish i find someone new who like´s something same, before i´m too old! :D hoping to find a new partner who likes same and don´t wanna live 24/7, 7 days of week in only my company. (if anyone want to even be a one day every two weeks first) :D but, have same needs that i do, and there is people like me. funny that to do so, you have to hang out seriously with her and everything is together? or you have to keep so secret that you almost have to dig a tunnel for a couple miles long. to be sure that she wouldn´t be sawed! and then it all falls apart because someone think that having and "giving" sex is a sure thing to got you love her? and that is true, but not grazy love! offcourse you have to love and like woman you wanna fuck! but it´s not so mental than it would be if you first notice her personality and all that incluse it. moves, looks, talk, intelligences, opinnions(i write it wrong? didn´t i?) anyway, maybe i´m not gonna have that chance in my life? maybe i will? but not here:D ( just thought to tell something about my way of seeing things! thank you! :) so, keep cumming and everyday is healthy to get one orgasm! if feeling good is´nt enough? :)