He sounds a user of the worst kind,and I know you adored his physique etc but cunt is the right word for him how he could throw all that effort cost n love away you gave him ,but in the long run,hope he gets his come upponce,once his current lady bores of him and he's all a lone and pining for you ,you should then think you are better off and free to be living your best life bully free,and you know we are all here for you and your pleasing us all too 💗