It Really helps to *not* try. Stay in what you have already discovered: Beauty itself. It is not seen in What we see, but in How we see. You *do* see it! Stay in seeing it.
Uglyness and Beauty lives in all of us. But, when you are turned on while dressing up, it is in how you see, in the way you see, where Beauty lives. Let it live! Then, "ugliness" will visit you no more. :kiss: