very sexy and hot sex

I tried again yesterday. I couldn't do it. I don't know, it's so hard to describe. It's

like, it's like I'm about to jump into the coldest water. It's like, I'm shivering and

I'm already cold before I even jump in and the pain is unbearable so it's just easier

to stay on dry land. Trust me, being agoraphobic isn't any easier.

Oh!