I found this link in a partially deleted post and thought it was worth saving for others to see (and hear) https://archive.org/details/74678614bibleofcockbibleofmanworship1st/page/n3/mode/1up This is not my work at all. Enjoy… Pročitajte više

Gender dysphoria, autogynephilia and transsexualism Well, here is another installment of my ramblings as I continue to try to articulate my identity to myself. For some reason, after years and decades of internalizing my thoughts, as I tried to read about as many real life experiences of people who have some of my characteristics and propensities, I have hit some critical mass of ideas and digestion of thoughts to attempt to put them into text. Based on this referenced paper by Ray Blanchard (1989) ... I am gender disphoric--desiring to possess the body of the opposite sex and be regarded as s… Pročitajte više

It does take a lot of effort to discover what your identity is, and to hone the definition with some precision that includes a number of dimensions. I am still working on that for myself. I have had a few breakthroughs. Using an analogy, it is sort of like finding your race, creed and ethnicity ...and perhaps where you were from and how you were raised ...and do this all after having woken up and having amnesia. The process continues to remembering words and people and experiences. We are all individuals and we are all different but do fall into some generic groups, male/female, gay/straight,… Pročitajte više

My kinks have drifted over the years. I have always wished i was born a girl... crossdressed from my teen years (but never passed)... thought i might be transsexual... tried to feminize a bit some decades later... drifted, thinking myself more gay as that part of my self revealed itself. I now know i am some sort of bottom but not fully sure which subset to identify with, sub sissy fag or gay or trans or even wife... but a bottom for sure, looking for a good male to serve. In all cases, susan comes alive as opposed to my closeted life now. If i was in prison, i know what my role would be. Porn… Pročitajte više

So do you think you may be a sissy? You might be one already ...or maybe not. If you are not instinctively an alpha male, you may eventually realize that being submissive or a sissy is your foundational identity. If you are an alpha male, you will pretty much, take women or sissy faggots that you desire, and use them for your pleasure with little thought about them, and certainly no desire to change places with them (and you are probably not reading this). If you find it a little difficult to impose yourself on women or submissives for your pleasure, there is a seed that you may be submissive,… Pročitajte više